It's been a hard few weeks so I hope I can be forgiven for posting this late. Charlie got a severe concussion. Lauren is gone. It's been confusing and complicated and busy, but I've been feeling so grateful for my loving and supportive family, for a husband who gives me all the hugs and sadness time that I need, and he is sad too. Sometimes I feel okay, but there's this nagging feeling that I can't escape, and then I remember about Lauren and I feel so lost and sad all over again. I think it is getting better, because that is happening less often. Scarlett picked out a photo of she and Lauren to put on her wall in a frame, so we can look at her. I'm not ready to hang it up yet, though.
We had a party for Charlie and it was nice, with fish tacos and lots of friends and kids. Happy birthday to you baby, concussion and all.
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